The heart wants what it wants


I've come to realise that what I want is not what I need, especially when it comes to relationships and friendships.It's been one of the hardest realistions I've had to face because truth hurts. But I've realised the best things in life are in store for those who trust in the Lord. 

Jeremiah 17:5-8

5.This is what the Lord says:“Cursed is the one who trusts in man,who draws strength from mere flesh and whose heart turns away from the Lord.

6.That person will be like a bush in the wastelands;they will not see prosperity when it comes.They will dwell in the parched places of the desert,in a salt land where no one lives.

7“But blessed is the one who trusts in the Lord,whose confidence is in him.

8 They will be like a tree planted by the water that sends out its roots by the stream.It does not fear when heat comes;
 its leaves are always green.It has no worries in a year of drought and never fails to bear fruit."

I've failed and I keep failing every time I trust myself. But trusting the Lord has brought me peace that only he provides. I've had my share of woes and regrets and I know deep down that I don't want to continue living this life that way. So here I go again, surrendering to the lord completely with full faith that he will lead me and guide me forever and always. 

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